dugaan pada bulan syawal....

hai...em...syawal thun nie cm2 dugaan yg jd...em....x thu r cm ne lg ak nk mle kn cte nie...emm...so sad....sdih sgt2....em...first skli....rye thun nie..keta mak ak rosak la plak...ssah nk grak g ne2....x dpt g kbur arwh bpk ak...emm...rye ke 5 bru la keta mak ak dpt d btl kn...emmm...

yg bke dua plak pd 2.9.2011...em...gdoh ngn bf ak...emm..so sad....ari 2 mmbe skul lme ak dtg umah..mmbe skul lme...ye r..ak dh r lme x jmpe dieorg...pas2 dieorg pn ajk r ak g ikot brye skli...ak bg thu la kt bf ak..pas2 die mrah...die bngag coz ak g ngan kwn2 ak 2..die x bg ak kwn ngn laki..tp pd hal 2 kwn skul lme ak....tp die x ley trime...cm ne ak nk knl kn kwn laki ak kt die...sdg m ak g jln2 rye pn die mrah...pd hal kwn lme ak 2....pas2 mmbe nye pn d jgk....x kn r ak nk mgtal...ak thu r ak dh d bf..kwn2 pn thu...x kn r ak nk mgdik2 plak kn nk lyan kwn laki ak 2....pd hal ak ngn mbe popuan je....x d r nk lbih2..pas2 mlarat plak mslah 2....die x ley trime kwn laki skul lme ak...em...x thu r ak....

yg ke 3 plak....pd trikh 3.9.2011....em...kt uma die d wt open house...pas2 ak bwk mmbe ak..dn mmbe ak plak bwk mmbe laki...pas2 dh smpai uma die....cm biase r ajk msuk pe smue...pas2 ak dtg r ngn cre elok...pas2 blh plak die ungkit cte lme...cte hal yg jd smlm...pas2 ley plak gdoh dpn mmbe ak....mlu siot..mmbe dgr...ak kalo blh x nk r gdoh ngn bf mmbe2 ak thu...emmm...tp ntah r.....blh plak jd cm 2 pd ari2 yg mulia nie..ak kalo blh x nk gdoh2 ngan die..tp die...emm..mmg la slah ak,..ak dh minx maaf dh...tp asl ah die x dpt trime smue 2...lg gdoh2...pas2 blh plak ex lme nye dtg uma die...ehm..hncur lluh ati ak nie beb..skit sgt2...cm nmpk r still cm contct lg..em...mmg la mmbe2 ex die 2 kwn die...kalo die x sruh mmbe nye jmput x kn r popuan 2 dtg kn..skit gler beb...skit sgt2....asl ahh.....mmg x ley trime pe dh jd kt uma die 2...hnye tuhan je thu....emmmmm

t'akhir...em...2 ari b'trut2 kmi gdoh..msuk ari nie...3 ari la..kalo still cm 2 jgk,..ak diam kn dri..em..dh r mgu nie birthdy ak...emm..so sad....ngn fmily lg...emm...cm nk lri je..g jauh2...tp ape kn dye.....emm.....msg2 die 2 ley wt ak skit sgt2....ak kcewa sgt2 dgn sikp die 2...kalo die syg ak...die ley pkir r pe die ckp pd ak 2...emm....ak x thu r......emm...pe yg ak thu..ak syg kn die sgt2...rndu kn die sgt2...tp d sb kn nie....kteorg jd gdoh...ak dh minx maaf...mmg la tp die mst r open jgk...2 kwn laki time skul...kwn skul die ley ak trime..kwn popuan..wlau pn kwn 2 ak knl or x...ak ley trime..lg2 kwn krje die d popuan...ak x knl..tp ak still ley trime..tp knp die x ley...????? ya allah..tbah kn la ati ak nie..ak x sngop lg.....dh bpe ari ak x mam nsi...sb ak rndu kn die...ngis ble knang smue yg t'jd.....

em...ak syg kn die sgt2...ak prlu kn die...ak rndukn die sgt2...abg..cyg cyg kn abg....cyg x mksud pn nk curag ke ape...tgp open la...2 kwn laki time skul..dieorg pn thu syg kpel ngan abg...tp...em....cyg kcewa sgt2 ngan abg..cm2 abg ckp kt syg...thu r ngah mrah..tp p'kataan 2 jge r skit....mmg kcewa gler2...x thu r nk ckp cm ne lg...skit ati sgt2...akit ati time g uma abg pn x t'ubt...nie kn plak kate2 ksar abg 2...emmm

k la ak dh pnat nk taip..ak arap die bce r ape ak tlis...kalo syg kn org....ubh la prngai pnas bran 2...jgn d sb kn prngai 2...abg akn ilang sgle2 nye...em,...syg syg jn abg sgt2..syg sgt..rndu sgt2...cyg prlu kn abg...emmm....